I need to write!!!

Hey Dolls! So , whats going on with me? I'm not sure I just know I need to write-I'm feeling anxious, I cant say why, until this weekend just by chance someone reads my blog who never reads my blog! Anyway, I'm not PMSing, I'm not mad at anyone, I am not unusually stressed about anything-I'm just .........not sure! Thais what it is, I'm not sure things are starting to happen, I'm feeling good in general, I have been eating well, exercising and generally taking care of myself but I have these moments of fatigue, I believe to be from my period. then I have moments where I just don't feel like it-at all. I guess I feel older, I have been out, done it-but I'm not sitting home all weekend either, I feel at a weird age and a weird time-where do I belong? Where do I fit in? I'm just not sure anymore!!!I am finding out and figuring it out everyday!! Life is a journey that I am experiencing everyday...until next time-XOXO-E

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!

Today is my dads birthday-we are throwing him a big party next week. I love my dad so much!! He has always been there for me-regardless of what I have said or what I've done!! I'm no serial killer or anything but I'm not a saint either!!! When I call him bawling in the middle of the day or the middle of the night he is always there, to tell me a joke, make me laugh and the final result...to make me feel better-always!! I have given that man more grief and aggravation than anyone should have to withstand, and he has -and he is still there. There are times we don't always see eye to eye shall we say, we yell, I cry and he gets mad. During those times my heart breaks because it's not just anyone who I'm yelling at-its my dad! Then there are those perfect nights I would not trade for the world, my mom cooking dinner, the Yankees winning, some wine and a smile on all of our faces being together and being happy and trying to laugh at all my dads bad jokes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY-I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Feeling better

Hey Dolls!!! Well I have been not feeling well for a few days, I believe it to be a stomach bug!! If you ask my friends they will tell you that I'm pregnant-I'M NOT!!! I like children and if I was pregnant I would be happy but I'm not on the baby bandwagon!! So, I have a ton of things to do now that I feel like myself again~being sick is awful, I just was so nauseous that I could not stand up for more than a few minutes. It is our first cold day today so I am not going to push to hard but I'm going to exercise and work around the house!! I hope everyone has a great weekend!!! XOXO-E

I'm old!!!

Hey dolls! I went out last night to a disco party, it was pretty fun, but here's the deal-I'm wiped and I feel like shit!!! I just can't find my energy! I want to get my house cleaned up so it finally looks like a home. My head hurts! I just want to bitch!!! I am getting closer to making my projects a reality so that is exciting me. I am stressed I have some invoices to figure out and it is a pain in the ass!!! Well I guess I do not have much else to bitch about and that's good!! I hope everyone has a nice weekend!! XOXO-E

No more baseball

Hey Dolls!! Well baseball is done for me -on with the next...Giants won!!! Yea-so this weekend T actually had a sat. night off so we left early for FM. We were so happy to spend time there since we used to go every week and I miss my friends. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICA!!!! We had a great time setting up and participating in Erica's party as well!!!! It was a Halloween bday party!! So now I am back and have much to do many projects that lie ahead....so take care dolls!!

Hey Dolls!!!

Hey Dolls!!! I just felt like saying hello since it has been so long. I must say I am so happy to have my computer back, I cant blog without it!! I guess when I am not on my own computer I feel a little guilty because I have other things to do that are pertinent and don't want to piss anyone off!! Well anyway, I'm just happy to be back with my computer!!! I have so many projects in the works, I'm so excited about I just cant wait to get started, I am working with someone I trust and respect and I hope we are very successful!!!! Well Dolls I gotta go!! XOXO-E